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11월 24일 down,down down down down..11월 15일 15:14我错了.. 彻底的错了..这并不是我想要的人想要的生活..
我到底想要什么呢,..
在寻找什么..
放弃了一个最值得我去爱的人和最爱我的人..
换来了前途的一个未知数..
其实我看不到未来..
一开始就是..
上帝要给我一大把的时间噢..
让我把这个世界看个清楚..
时间根本无法抓住,..
所以你给了我整个生命..
lifetime...
让我去认识这个世界.,.
如果我饶了一大圈回来还有人在那里等我
那有多好...
那多自私...
可这世界那么大..
我真的不舍得放下那么多精彩..
等我饶一圈回来
还会是那个爱你的女孩..
8월 1일 噢也。。拿到通知书咯...要上大学勒人了...
看到西科贴吧头有个人还在伤感高考勒失利..再想到自己是不是太乐观了.
我杂不切死喃....
..现在越来越听天由命了..
所以哪个在我面前抱怨点什么我都不晓得要杂个安慰了..
难道我没经历过这些吗?...
...但确实..我已经不会表达自己的感觉了..该笑还是该哭呢..?7월 31일 Thank Youmy tea's gone cold,
i'm wondering why i got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and i can't see at all and even if i could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall it reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad i drank too much last night, got bills to pay my head just feels in pain i missed the bus and there'll be hell today i'm late for work again and even if i'm there, they'll all imply that i might not last the day and then you call me and it's not so bad it's not so bad and i want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life 7월 17일 I hate myself..明明很在乎却装做无所谓的样子...
什么时候我才能对自己诚实呢...
好讨厌.....
哎..李扯火我晓得只有你才看这个..
我不是写给别个看勒哈...
是拿来发泄..纪念..反省勒.....如果你不小心看到就把它忘了吧..
昨天听他们大人摆龙门阵了,...
长大了结婚了真有那么可怕吗?
我才不要我亲爱的同时喜欢另一个人...
我肯定受不了....
光拿钱回来有个P用....
恼火啊....
现在点大的事我就郁闷那么久....
以后还得了...
还活不活啊....
也许我该大气一点....
哎..扯火啊...杂女勒都喜欢吃醋喃..嘿嘿..搞不懂......
7월 12일 UNKNOWN茫然...我..我们把什么事都推给以后..
以后会不会负担得太重?它能否实现对我来说都是未知数.
..谁也不能预言未来..承诺只是美丽的泡沫..我能抓住吗?..
Above all..我已经没有信心
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